discover His presence
Come child be weak with Me here in My presence. Let your vulnerability become strength as you are real with me. Let tears flow, let me hear your every concern, so I can meet you there. You don't have to put on that mask of strength here for me. I know the depth of your weariness and I want to meet you there, in that place of vulnerability. No shame here. I can hear you heart the way it really is. No pretense. Just reality. No fake answers that you think I want to hear. Just you as you are really breathing in My rest as you release the pain in my presence. I've got you!!
I've got you. When you don't understand why I didn't come through the way you expected, or why this or that..... I've got you. Keep giving me the reigns... even when you don't understand ... or can't comprehend the goodness of My plans from your vantage point. Just understand I see things differently. I see the blueprints and you scarcely see the foundations. I see the final phase being created. Don't look at the mud, the dirt, the hole where you know things should be built. This is all the parts of construction necessary for the build. I will fill up the void with the establishment of My goodness. What you can't see will be made evident with time.
Hold on to hope. For I am doing a mighty work in and through you... though you cannot see it now. Keep pressing in.
I am so pleased with your every attempt to pour yourself out in My presence. Trust me to complete the good work in you. I see it all. I see it all. Rest in the knowledge of My goodness over you whether you can see it or not. I am busy working on Your behalf. It is My good pleasure to prepare you for something great, unexpected and unpredictable. Know that I love you deeply child. Just be a child. Don't try to figure it all out. Follow My directions one step at a time. And Relax. I've got this!!!