Come child be weak with  Me here in My presence. Let your vulnerability become strength as you are real with me. Let tears flow, let me hear your every concern, so I can meet you there. You don't have to put on that mask of strength here for me. I know the depth of your weariness and I want to meet you there, in that place of vulnerability. No shame here. I can hear you heart the way it really is. No pretense. Just reality. No  fake answers that you think I want to hear. Just you as you are really breathing in My rest as you release the pain in my presence. I've got you!!
 I've got you. When you don't understand why I didn't come through the way you expected, or why this or that..... I've got you. Keep giving me the reigns... even when you don't understand ...  or can't comprehend the goodness of My plans  from your vantage point. Just understand I see things differently. I see the blueprints and you scarcely see the foundations. I see the final phase being created. Don't look at the mud, the dirt, the hole where you know things should be built. This is all the parts of construction necessary for the build. I will fill up the void with the establishment of My goodness. What you can't see will be made evident with time.

Hold on to hope. For I am doing a mighty work in and through you... though you cannot see it now. Keep pressing in.

 I am so pleased with your every attempt to pour yourself out in My presence. Trust me to complete the good work in you. I see it all. I see it all. Rest in the knowledge of My goodness over you whether you can see it or not. I am busy working on Your behalf. It is My good pleasure to prepare you for something great, unexpected and unpredictable. Know that I love you deeply child.  Just be a child. Don't try to figure it all out. Follow My directions one step at a time.   And Relax. I've got this!!!

Will you focus on ME love? Will you focus on ME? Put distractions aside child. Come and sit at My feet. All the worries of this world will rob you of your fruit- if you don't abide. Abide in My presence. Abide in My fulness. Abide in My heart. There's so much more for you to see. The transformations that you seek are waiting, as you press in near My heart. Take time... I know it is costly. Take time.... I will hear your heart's cry and answer... take time... to be filled with My fire..... Take time... and let My presence saturate your soul, like you long for. Do not rush the pool of My presence, Take the  plunge and wade in deeper still. There's no time... there's no time like the present, just submerge, ever deeper in My love...... and as you seek, you will find. As you dream with Me your heart will overflow with goodness, rushing over, running freely in My cleansing fire, in My pure desire. So come up higher. Come away to the place that I've set apart for you and I in sweet release. Let your sorrows, flow away as I lay My hand on Your heart. Let the sorrows wash away. Let the tears stains wash away. Let life's worries fade away... as you're enfolded in My love.  As you're drawn into the place of rest in me. Oh come listen to My heart. It is breathing fresh wind into your wings so you can fly again. Oh you've been waiting to soar and I see and I hear your cries. You've been waiting to break from from the pain of your present circumstance. So I'm sending you peace like the rain that will cover you. And the restless fears won't run their thieving course anymore. Stealing all your JOY.

   Let your JOY overflow, as you abide in My love. I am your shelter in the storm, but as you hide in My love the rest will only increase, until it abides in you in fullness, overflowing to others in great measure, regardless of your circumstances. For your peace is My peace. My shalom peace will overflow you like a river whose streams swell in the spring, whose banks rise and wash away the shoreline until all is caught up in the glorious sway of my overwhelming goodness. Can you not see it washing you clean of all impurity? Until my hand of love comes lifting you to a very different realm; the realm of cleansing love like you've never known before. 

   Oh come in My child. You've run your race with sorrow but I want to give you JOY for your companion. Oh come in My precious One, My daughter, My beloved friend. If you only knew, your tears would well with JOY. If you only knew, your heart would race with pleasure at the good things I've stored up for you MY friend.  If you knew. For My word is true....... it's above and beyond all you can imagine or ask or think. I've declared it over you and  it will come to pass. 

   Rest in hope My love. Let your peace overflow. There's no fear can alarm you when You're here. Don't despise these days of trial for your peace will only grow as you patiently endure. I've created you for love and MY love you will receive.  My goodness will manifest over Your life and quiet the murmurs of Your heart. 
But for now be still. Be at peace. Let me wash over you. Let thanksgiving arise to a new level. and Joy will erupt with new springs of refreshing.