Euthanasia and Death-wish/ Feeling Powerless Renunciation
I call your spirit to attention, to receive what I’m about to say. I call your spirit to attention, out of passivity and apathy. Pay attention and awaken to what Holy Spirit is saying to you personally.
The Bible says in the love chapter[i] that if I give my body to be burned but don’t have love it profits me nothing. What, you may ask. Are there other motivations besides love that would cause a person to choose death in what appears to be a self-sacrificing way? The answer clearly is YES. Let’s cover the basics. There are many reasons why a person would want early death.
For example,
Frustration with where they are in life, extended amounts of pain, a feeling of being a burden to society, the sense of feeling powerless to affect positive changes in your life, resentment and not wanting to face the need to confront dominant, overbearing people in your life, doubting your own value, wishing it would all go away and you could end the pain and discomfort of what you are facing on a daily basis. The feeling that you are a bother and don’t have the right to bother or burden anyone, the lie that you don’t have a right to need anything any longer.
Let’s be honest many of theses challenging emotions started long ago and have been growing as a sense of powerlessness and the wish to escape has become a dominant thought pattern.
Let’s retrieve the Powerful LIFE that God intended for you to have by first shifting your thinking and taking authority over the demonic strongholds that are weighing you down and giving you a sense of powerlessness. Jesus came to give you life and life abundantly[ii]. Let’s submit to and partner with His will for your life. Agree in your spirit or say out loud the following prayer:
God I repent and renounce for myself and my generations the desire to die or go to Heaven or Hell early, and any death wishes. I renounce the spirits of death and murder, suicide, premature dying, and self murder. In Jesus name we break the bands of death and hatred of life. I repent and turn away from these things. I release life to myself and my family line. The Lord rebuke you self murder (a spirit that partners with sickness to bring on early death). Infirmity go now, in Jesus name. Victim spirit, false martyr spirit, and self pity loose me now, in Jesus Name. I refuse the voices of those spirits whining and pushing me down into the hole of false self-lessness. I break all agreements with these spirits and break all ungodly curses or contracts made with them by myself or anyone in my generational line. I command all you ungodly spirits to leave me now in Jesus name. I declare I choose to go to heaven in God's timing! I give him full control of when my spirit leaves this earthly body. I declare, as a Child of God, I am entitled to all the good things of God’s kingdom, His blessings, His care, His provision and all the heavenly and spiritual blessings He intended for me to walk with even here on earth.
I hand to you, Jesus, all unforgiveness, all bitterness and bitter root judgments, resentment, and hidden pain. God, I hand to you the resentment from times when people have stepped on my needs or not recognized them in order to benefit their own selves or meet their own needs or impulsive desires. I ask that you forgive me Father God for not loving as you commanded us to do. I ask you to forgive me Father God for blaming others and for harboring negative feelings towards others. I refuse to walk with a critical, accusing, or suspicious spirit and command them to leave me now. I receive from you Jesus power, love and a sound mind. [iii]
I take authority in the name of Jesus my Savior, and break off depression, discouragement, heaviness, anxiety, the frustration of not being able to accomplish things, and financial burdens. God I ask you to clarify what I am to accept, what I am to change, and I release to You the rest. I hand you the fear of failing, the future, all bleak outlooks, and perspectives and ask that you would wash my outlook with Your glory fire. Come fire of God and purge me.
I break off weariness and the burden of living under the demands of a lying enemy. I break off unworthiness and powerlessness. Go now all of you in the Mighty name of Jesus and don’t come back. God, I ask that you retrieve and restore and any parts of my body, soul, or spirit from the ungodly depth, width, length or height, Sheol, the pit and the grave, or any snare or trap of the enemy. Wash these parts and cleanse them by your blood, Jesus. Put all the shattered parts of my being back together in perfect order. Jesus, I hand to you the grief, the heaviness, and regret. Leave me now, in Jesus name. I cancel your assignment over My life and My generations. I let go of regret and mistakes of the past and I forgive myself now in Jesus name. I give you all the pain, shame, and anger. (Take a moment here and allow your emotions to release to Jesus. Let it go)
God what do you have for me in return? (listen to him and receive his gifts!)
In Jesus name, I bless my ability to love myself as God intended. I bless my ability to claim my power to make choices and changes in my life. I bless my ability to love and support my emotions, recognize my needs, and even voice them or let them be known. I recognize that I have often wanted to protest or felt stifled and totally helpless to change life’s burdens. I break of a muting gaging spirit and the gag order that he has put on me to not express my needs, dreams or wishes. I break off fear of being bold and vocal. I break off the need for other's full approval and the fear of living life to the fullest. I break off any desires to live in an ungodly dependence on others instead of becoming my full potential in this season. I renounce the false feelings of safety that come from a feeling of being controlled and dominated by others. I command an ungodly people-pleasing spirit and the spirit of fear of man to leave me now, in Jesus name. I repent for denying my own power to change and choosing instead to feel aggravated by what is happening around me. I release the pent-up anger, rage, frustration, jealousy and inferiority to you Jesus and command all these ungodly spirits to go now, in Jesus name. I ask that you release from my body the results of the pain and pent up emotions. I receive your healing life and love. (continued below)
The Bible says in the love chapter[i] that if I give my body to be burned but don’t have love it profits me nothing. What, you may ask. Are there other motivations besides love that would cause a person to choose death in what appears to be a self-sacrificing way? The answer clearly is YES. Let’s cover the basics. There are many reasons why a person would want early death.
For example,
Frustration with where they are in life, extended amounts of pain, a feeling of being a burden to society, the sense of feeling powerless to affect positive changes in your life, resentment and not wanting to face the need to confront dominant, overbearing people in your life, doubting your own value, wishing it would all go away and you could end the pain and discomfort of what you are facing on a daily basis. The feeling that you are a bother and don’t have the right to bother or burden anyone, the lie that you don’t have a right to need anything any longer.
Let’s be honest many of theses challenging emotions started long ago and have been growing as a sense of powerlessness and the wish to escape has become a dominant thought pattern.
Let’s retrieve the Powerful LIFE that God intended for you to have by first shifting your thinking and taking authority over the demonic strongholds that are weighing you down and giving you a sense of powerlessness. Jesus came to give you life and life abundantly[ii]. Let’s submit to and partner with His will for your life. Agree in your spirit or say out loud the following prayer:
God I repent and renounce for myself and my generations the desire to die or go to Heaven or Hell early, and any death wishes. I renounce the spirits of death and murder, suicide, premature dying, and self murder. In Jesus name we break the bands of death and hatred of life. I repent and turn away from these things. I release life to myself and my family line. The Lord rebuke you self murder (a spirit that partners with sickness to bring on early death). Infirmity go now, in Jesus name. Victim spirit, false martyr spirit, and self pity loose me now, in Jesus Name. I refuse the voices of those spirits whining and pushing me down into the hole of false self-lessness. I break all agreements with these spirits and break all ungodly curses or contracts made with them by myself or anyone in my generational line. I command all you ungodly spirits to leave me now in Jesus name. I declare I choose to go to heaven in God's timing! I give him full control of when my spirit leaves this earthly body. I declare, as a Child of God, I am entitled to all the good things of God’s kingdom, His blessings, His care, His provision and all the heavenly and spiritual blessings He intended for me to walk with even here on earth.
I hand to you, Jesus, all unforgiveness, all bitterness and bitter root judgments, resentment, and hidden pain. God, I hand to you the resentment from times when people have stepped on my needs or not recognized them in order to benefit their own selves or meet their own needs or impulsive desires. I ask that you forgive me Father God for not loving as you commanded us to do. I ask you to forgive me Father God for blaming others and for harboring negative feelings towards others. I refuse to walk with a critical, accusing, or suspicious spirit and command them to leave me now. I receive from you Jesus power, love and a sound mind. [iii]
I take authority in the name of Jesus my Savior, and break off depression, discouragement, heaviness, anxiety, the frustration of not being able to accomplish things, and financial burdens. God I ask you to clarify what I am to accept, what I am to change, and I release to You the rest. I hand you the fear of failing, the future, all bleak outlooks, and perspectives and ask that you would wash my outlook with Your glory fire. Come fire of God and purge me.
I break off weariness and the burden of living under the demands of a lying enemy. I break off unworthiness and powerlessness. Go now all of you in the Mighty name of Jesus and don’t come back. God, I ask that you retrieve and restore and any parts of my body, soul, or spirit from the ungodly depth, width, length or height, Sheol, the pit and the grave, or any snare or trap of the enemy. Wash these parts and cleanse them by your blood, Jesus. Put all the shattered parts of my being back together in perfect order. Jesus, I hand to you the grief, the heaviness, and regret. Leave me now, in Jesus name. I cancel your assignment over My life and My generations. I let go of regret and mistakes of the past and I forgive myself now in Jesus name. I give you all the pain, shame, and anger. (Take a moment here and allow your emotions to release to Jesus. Let it go)
God what do you have for me in return? (listen to him and receive his gifts!)
In Jesus name, I bless my ability to love myself as God intended. I bless my ability to claim my power to make choices and changes in my life. I bless my ability to love and support my emotions, recognize my needs, and even voice them or let them be known. I recognize that I have often wanted to protest or felt stifled and totally helpless to change life’s burdens. I break of a muting gaging spirit and the gag order that he has put on me to not express my needs, dreams or wishes. I break off fear of being bold and vocal. I break off the need for other's full approval and the fear of living life to the fullest. I break off any desires to live in an ungodly dependence on others instead of becoming my full potential in this season. I renounce the false feelings of safety that come from a feeling of being controlled and dominated by others. I command an ungodly people-pleasing spirit and the spirit of fear of man to leave me now, in Jesus name. I repent for denying my own power to change and choosing instead to feel aggravated by what is happening around me. I release the pent-up anger, rage, frustration, jealousy and inferiority to you Jesus and command all these ungodly spirits to go now, in Jesus name. I ask that you release from my body the results of the pain and pent up emotions. I receive your healing life and love. (continued below)
I say to the places in my soul that were wounded or demeaned by others, “Arise”. I break off the word curses or the sense of unworthiness and invalidity that was given to things I voiced in the past. I say that I am just right, not too much or too little. I bless the ruler part of my spirit to stand and release life and help to myself and others. I break off apathy, procrastination, and hope deferred. I repent of partnering with them and allowing myself to become a slave to the schemes of the enemy. I claim my power to declare and insist on my needs being affirmed and met because I have value and I’m created in the image of God. I declare that as a human I have a right to need things and that having and acknowledging my needs to others is not selfish. I break off the trauma and memory of unmet needs. I command a spirit of trauma to go now, in Jesus name. I declare You God are Elroi[iv] the God Who Sees. I declare my HOPE is found in the bliss I can find, here and now with my beautiful Jesus, and His life surging through me even now as I pray and declare. I declare the resurrecting life and power of my resurrected Lord; the Lord Jesus lives inside of me and infuses me with Dunamis power to live and breathe and have my being in Christ. I declare I am powerful to change the world still, by the presence of God in me changing the atmosphere of every room I live and breathe in, by my prayers and spirit declarations, by my presence and love. I declare because I’m made in the image of God, my thoughts and words are powerful to create with God and I create changes by my goodwill towards others and by Love.
I can express my needs and make changes.
I don’t tolerate being used or abused by others and putting their wants above my own right to live and love and have life.
I can love myself and give and receive for and from myself.
I am valuable and have much to offer the world in love, in prayers, in the beauty of Christ’s nature and I choose to create goals in my life to love and bless God and others.
I can communicate clearly and accurately what bothers me and what I need.
I can release goodwill towards myself and others.
I don’t stuff things. I express them with wisdom anointing from the Holy Spirit.
I declare I am adequate and worthy of affection, love, protection, safety, and having my needs met.
I have a right to defend my needs, it is not selfish (even when other play the victim).
I have a right to healthcare, to receive treatment for pain, to get a second opinion, and to release my pain in appropriate ways.
I choose love. I am not selfish
I choose to create goals in my life to love and bless God and others.
I am powerful to make changes in my life when things aren’t working, and I trust God to take care of what I can’t.
I declare I love Myself and I am loved By God![v]
[i] 1 Corinthians 13:3 NASB “ And if I give all my possessions to feed the poor, and if I surrender my body to be burned, but do not have love, it profits me nothing.”
[ii] “The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I came that they may have life and have it abundantly.” John 10:10 NASB
[iii] 2 Timothy 1:7
[iv] Genesis 16:13 From the story of Hagar when she was mistreated by Sara her mistress….
[v] Many thanks to the friends at hearts on Fire Fellowship in Calgary who prayed over me and gave insight through the Holy Spirit into much of what I was facing when I wrote theses prayers… Crystal Jardine
I say to the places in my soul that were wounded or demeaned by others, “Arise”. I break off the word curses or the sense of unworthiness and invalidity that was given to things I voiced in the past. I say that I am just right, not too much or too little. I bless the ruler part of my spirit to stand and release life and help to myself and others. I break off apathy, procrastination, and hope deferred. I repent of partnering with them and allowing myself to become a slave to the schemes of the enemy. I claim my power to declare and insist on my needs being affirmed and met because I have value and I’m created in the image of God. I declare that as a human I have a right to need things and that having and acknowledging my needs to others is not selfish. I break off the trauma and memory of unmet needs. I command a spirit of trauma to go now, in Jesus name. I declare You God are Elroi[iv] the God Who Sees. I declare my HOPE is found in the bliss I can find, here and now with my beautiful Jesus, and His life surging through me even now as I pray and declare. I declare the resurrecting life and power of my resurrected Lord; the Lord Jesus lives inside of me and infuses me with Dunamis power to live and breathe and have my being in Christ. I declare I am powerful to change the world still, by the presence of God in me changing the atmosphere of every room I live and breathe in, by my prayers and spirit declarations, by my presence and love. I declare because I’m made in the image of God, my thoughts and words are powerful to create with God and I create changes by my goodwill towards others and by Love.
I can express my needs and make changes.
I don’t tolerate being used or abused by others and putting their wants above my own right to live and love and have life.
I can love myself and give and receive for and from myself.
I am valuable and have much to offer the world in love, in prayers, in the beauty of Christ’s nature and I choose to create goals in my life to love and bless God and others.
I can communicate clearly and accurately what bothers me and what I need.
I can release goodwill towards myself and others.
I don’t stuff things. I express them with wisdom anointing from the Holy Spirit.
I declare I am adequate and worthy of affection, love, protection, safety, and having my needs met.
I have a right to defend my needs, it is not selfish (even when other play the victim).
I have a right to healthcare, to receive treatment for pain, to get a second opinion, and to release my pain in appropriate ways.
I choose love. I am not selfish
I choose to create goals in my life to love and bless God and others.
I am powerful to make changes in my life when things aren’t working, and I trust God to take care of what I can’t.
I declare I love Myself and I am loved By God![v]
[i] 1 Corinthians 13:3 NASB “ And if I give all my possessions to feed the poor, and if I surrender my body to be burned, but do not have love, it profits me nothing.”
[ii] “The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I came that they may have life and have it abundantly.” John 10:10 NASB
[iii] 2 Timothy 1:7
[iv] Genesis 16:13 From the story of Hagar when she was mistreated by Sara her mistress….
[v] Many thanks to the friends at hearts on Fire Fellowship in Calgary who prayed over me and gave insight through the Holy Spirit into much of what I was facing when I wrote theses prayers… Crystal Jardine
